I jog into the locker room and grab my bags.
“Aight niggas, I’ll holla at y’all.” I say to my new teammates.
On my way home, my phone started ringing, “Hey baby.” I answer.
“Hey, can you get me a watermelon and some vanilla icing?” Kayla asks me, “Please? Pretty please?”
“Okay, I got you.” I say when i spot a Harris Teeter, turning into the parking lot.
“Thank you so so much.” She kissed into the phone, “I love you.”
“Love you too.” I say then hang up.
Honestly, I’m falling in love with Kayla and even if i wasn’t i still would refuse to let another child grow up without a father. I love Lea, I will always love Lea…but I know she wouldn’t give me the time of day, especially after she finds out I have a baby on the way with Kayla. She’ll be devistated. I miss seeing Lea cheering me on from the sideline at my games, I miss her running up and hugging me after every game. Even if we lost she made me feel like a winner, that was my baby man. I wish I didn’t do her like that, I feel so bad. But she still has my heart and I hope I still have her’s.
As I shop throughout the grocery store all I did was reminisce on my past. “Shit, whoever she’s with now is a lucky man.” I say to myself.
“Hey, you’re KJ Thomason, the new player on The Dolphins!” A little boy says, running up to me.
“That’s me.” I say and smile at him.
“Can I get your autograph?” He hands me a marker and points to a spot on his white T-shirt. I sign it and shake his hand, “Good luck on your career” The little boy says then runs away.
I smile, ‘that made my fucking day.’ I think to myself then finish shopping.
The next afternoon, I woke up feeling like a big bowl of shit! The last thing I remember was singing happy birthday to Tina. I look over at my phone, it read 3:00 PM. I forced myself out of bed.
“fuck.” I say to myself when I feel a rush of pain in my thighs and pelvis.
I grab a towel and a short flowy white and orange dress then walk out of the room and into the bathroom right next door. When I came back out my hair was in curls down my back and I had on pink lipgloss. I walked back into the guest room and threw on a pair of white Steve Madden hees, a few bangles and diamond stud earrings.I walked into the livingroom and saw Lani, Tina and Chris talking.
“Hey y’all.” I say then sit on one of the couches.
“Finally, you’re up.” Tina says, smiling, “Thank you. Chris told me you both planned my party, I had a great time.”
“I’m glad you had fun. I must’ve had a good time too because I don’t remember a thing!” I laugh then look over to Chris, who was looking at me.
“Girl, I got it in lastnight.” Lani says and my gaze quickly shifts over to her.
“With who?” I ask then sit back resting my throbbing head on the chair.
“Big Sean.” She said then started clapping.
“I think you’re the only one who got it in.” Tina said, laughing, “I didn’t get to get it in because SOMEBODY was knocked out right after the party was over.” She slapped Chris’ arm.
“I was worn out.” He said then looked over at me and I felt awkward for some reason.
“I know baby.” She kissed his cheek then stood up, “Okay y’all, let’s go get drinks ladies.”
A couple more days had passed, I was swimming in Chris’ pool. I still could not remember what happened at Tina’s birthday party. I sent my sister back to Michigan yesterday, she didn’t want to leave. Oh and Chris’ cousin Keeis and I switched rooms, now my room is right across the hall from Chris’ and Tina’s.
I climb out of the pool and walk inside, towel drying my hair when I heard Chris say something, I couldn’t understand what he said so I walked around the corner and see him spray painting his wall.
“Hey.” I say loudly.
“Hey, umm, can you turn up the radio behind you? Throw in that Fortune.” He smiled over at me.
I do as he asked, and turn on his music the first song to come on was ‘Turn Up The Music’. I spin around and walk next to a plant, smiling as I watch him do his graffiti.
He looked over at me again and said, “You looking nice” He chuckled then turned back towards the wall, grabbing the green spray paint can.
I was wearing a Leopard print bikini, and my hair still soaked. I sit the towel on the floor and sit on a chair next to his laptop that sat open, facing him from a few feet away… I didn’t bother to look and see if it was on or not though.
“Y’all like this?” He yells.
‘There’s no one here’ I think to myself then shrug.
“So what’s up Lea?” Chris asked.
“Nothing, I’m in love with your pool.” I giggle and cross my legs.
“Ha, I love it.” He tossed his green bottle and picked up the yellow. It seems as if he were drawing a psycho sesame street character or something.
“I want to ask you something.” I smile and lean forward, tossing my wet hair over my shoulders.
“Ask me anything, no no, let’s play 21 questions.” He looks back and smiles.
“I’m down, I’ll start… What are you drawing?” I ask, smiling widely.
“Just random things, I do this for fun… What would you be about to do, if I wouldn’t have been in here?” He asked then continued painting.
“Probably going upstairs to get ready to go meet my girls, Where’s everyone else?” I stand back up and fix my bikini bottoms.
“I don’t even know.” He shook his head and picked up the white paint.
“Ha, you lose.” I laugh and run pass him and up the stairs, “I got to get dressed, I’ll be right back Sir Brownstopher” I yell down at him before laughing at the corny name I just called him.
He laughed and walked towards his laptop. When I came back down I was wearing colorful leggings and a black crop top blouse. My hair blown straight and full of bounce, wearing red high heel booties. 3 gold chains, a gold watch and, a few gold rings. I ran half way down the stairs, stopping to sit on the third to last stair. He looked just about done with his amazing, colorful artwork, he let the bottle of yellow fall to the floor before standing back to get a good look.
“Looks good, huh.” He looked over to me and grinned with cockiness.
“Yeah, it really does.” I smiled as I looked from the wall, over to him.
“Thanks.” He picked up the black and did a couple touch ups.
“Amazing, I love it.” I stood and walked down the rest of the stairs, looking at a text I just received from Tina asking, ‘Are you on your way?’ I slipped my phone into my my black shoulder bag and walked over to Chris who was sitting the black paint back down.
“What’s up?” He looked at me, smiling.
“I’ll be back later.”
He stuck out his arms to hug me and I wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him friendly. He slid his hands around my waist, pulling my closer. When I turned to face him he bit his bottom lip before slowly kissing mine, I tighten my arms around his neck and slide my tongue into his mouth. We start making out for about ten seconds before I jump back, realizing what just happened.
“I’ll see you when you get back” He chuckles then lets lets me go, allowing me to take a step back.
I place my finger on my bottom lip and mumble, “Umm, uhh- okay.” I run down the other set of small stairs and out the front door. As I backed out of his driveway as I keep replaying the kiss in my head, I cover my mouth hiding the huge smile on my face, because i HONESTLY felt bad…..lol. When I reached the corner I put my head on the steering wheel before sitting back and continuing to be on my way to meet my best friend and her new friends.
“Hey ladies!” I say as I walk up to her ,Aisha, and Shanice sitting in a small corner table, sipping milkshakes.
“Come sit, I ordered your favorite.” She smiled at me as I sat down and picked up the cup of iced coffee.
“Thank you.” I took a sip before looking down at my phone, opening the twitter app, then looking back at Aisha, who was lip synching the song playing through the restaurant, “Hey Aisha, girl.”
“Hey boo.” She smiled and waved at me, “You look pretty, what you been up to all day?” She asked.
I looked back down at my phone, “I just been…” My jaw drops when I see ‘Lea and Chris’ as a trending topic. I put my finger on where I saw our names and see people talking about a Ustream, ‘What the fuck?’ I thought to myself as I tapped someone’s tweet that had a picture attached. My jaw drops when I see a screen shot of the kiss Chris and I had just shared.
“Lea?” Tina asked, tapping the table.
I ignore her and continue to scroll through tweets, everyone was saying how cute it was and of course there were a few negative tweets. I sit the phone in my lap and take a deep breath, “Oh my god.” I say, meaning to say it in my head.
“What?” She asked, eyeing me with concern.
“N-nothing, sorry, sorry… what were we talking about?” I take another sip of my drink and look at her.
“Aisha asked what have you been up to all day?” Tina said and drank the last sip of her milkshake and sat it aside.
“Oh, nothing really, I just been swimming in Chris’ pool all day.” I say and immediately wished I said it differently.
“Oh…” She looked down at her phone and I prayed she didn’t go on twitter.. “Shit, I missed my dad’s call” She sits her phone onto the table and I feel relieved.
I looked down at my phone again and saw that a whole bunch of Chris Brown fans were mentioning me saying things like ‘Aww, that was so cute’, ‘That ass doe!’, ‘y’all should be together!’, ‘I want your outfit.’, and a few others tweeted me saying ‘WTF doesn’t he have a girlfriend?!’ , ‘Tina > Karrueche > You!’ I turn my screen off and shake my head. When I looked at Tina, I noticed she was staring at me.
“Why are you acting so weird?” She looks me in my eyes and studies them.
“no reason, sorry, I’m listening forreal.” I look at her, butterflies filling my stomach as I took another sip of coffee.
“Girl I got to fly up to Michigan, my parents are forcing me to come see them.” Tina said.
"When?" I asked.
"This afternoon." She says and rolls her neck, cracking it.
“Lea!” Shanice shouts, looking down at her phone.
I knew why she said that…so I didn’t say anything I just looked down at my feet.
“What’s wrong?” Tina asked her.
“Nothing…” She answered, “Lea can you give me a ride?”
“Sure.” I say faintly then stood up, “But like…can we leave now, because i want to do a little shopping too.” She nodded her head, “Good, let’s go. I’ll see y’all later.” I say then tuck in my chair, grabbing my Ice coffee.
Shanice and I walked out of the resturant and hurried into my rental car.
“Lea, oh my god, have you been on twitter?” She asked.
“Yeah…I feel so bad.” I frowned as I started up the street.
“WOW, like, twitter is going crazy right now!”
When I pulled up to a stop light I looked down at my phone and saw people saying ‘OMG THAT’S THE GIRL IN THE GOLDEN JUMPSUIT ON CHRIS’ INSTAGRAM!’ and people tweeting the paparazzi pictures of Chris and I going and leaving the party shop and the bar.
“Wow.” I said then sat my phone down and continued up the street, “I feel so so so bad.”
“I don’t like Tina, so I’m not going to say anything.” She said and pretended to zip her lips
“I don’t know what made him kiss me… but…. I liked it” I bit my lip in embarrassment.
Later that afternoon, Chris and I was cuddling on the couch waiting for car service to come so that I can head to the airport.
“You going to call me when you get to your parent’s?” He asked placing his hand over my boob.
“Of course baby.” I say.
We looked towards the door when we saw Lea walk in holding ahand full of shopping bags.
“Hey..” She quickly said, then headed for the stairs.
“LEA!” I called to her, “Come here.”
She walked infront of us and looked at me, “What?” she said as if she was in a rush
“What’s wrong with you?” I asked.
“Nothing, Tina, I’m going to go soak in a bath then go to sleep, I’m exhausted.” She pulled off her heels, holding them in one hand and her bags in the other then jogged up the stairs.
“Is she okay?” Chris asked me.
“She keeps saying nothing is wrong but she’s been acting weird all day.” I rested my head onto his shoulder.
“hmm…” He said suspiciously.
I looked up at him, about to ask why he did that but I heard someone beat their horn twice from outside the gate. Chris and I stood and he helped me carry my bags to the car.
“Bye baby, I’ll call you when I get there, I love you.” I said as he put bags in the trunk and I climbed in the backseat of the luxurious black car.
“Bye bae.” He closed my door and tapped the roof before the driver started the car again.
‘Maybe he didn’t hear me’ I thought to myself as the driver started up the street, ‘Damn I didn’t even get a kiss.’
“Oh my god!” I say with excitement as I lay on the navy blue recline chair in the docter’s office.
“It’s a little boy.” My doctor, Dr. Yakashi, said, “Congratulations.”
“Wow.” KJ said then grabbed my hand as we looked at the ultra sound video on the small flatscreen mounted on the wall.
“Are you guys excited?” Dr. Yakashi asked.
“I am beyond excited and nervous.” I say with a huge smile on my face.
“I’m really excited….a little me!” KJ said
“Great. Do you guys have any questions? Concerns?” She asked.
“Just….is it possible to…you know…poop during child birth?” I asked as she wiped the gel off of my stomach
“It’s actually really common, don’t worry, if it happens…we won’t tell you.” She said then started laughing, “Is that all?” she asked, then stood when we nodded our heads, “Alright, well, you can change back into your clothes while I print the ultra sound photo and get you a few pamphlets, be right back.”
She slowly closed the door and I stood and started putting on my pants, “Wow, 6 months already, I was hoping it was a girl.” I slant my lips, “But, a boy is great too.” I slipped into my shirt and feel KJ wrap his arms around my shoulders.
“I wanted a boy, and we’re having a boy.” He kissed me, “Let’s go get lunch.”
“Oh gosh, yes, I am so hungry.” I said and slipped into my black flats.
The doctor walked back in and handed us a small bag filled with facts and three copies of the ultra sound, “Here you go.” KJ grabbed the bag from her and smiled, “Do you guys know what you’re going to name him?”
“Jo-“ KJ cut me off.
“Lamar.” He said and rubbed my belly.
“Lamar?” I asked looking at him.
“That’s a great name, if you guys ever need me, I put my personal contact in the bag.” She opened the door and we walked out, “Have a wonderful day, you are a very beautiful pregnant lady.” She smiled at us then walked across the hall to the main desk and we walked out hand in hand.
I was sitting in the huge bathtub filled with steaming hot water, bubbles, and a little bit of baby oil. I closed my eyes and slipped on my Beats by Dre headphones and started listening to music. ‘this feels so amazing’ I think to myself before closing my eyes, getting into the music.
“Baby tonight’s the night we’ll lose control.” I sang along with John Legend’s song ‘Tonight’, “Tonight I’ll be the best you’ve ever had.” I started moving my head along with the music and whispering the lyrics. “BABY TONIGHT YOU NEED THAT!” I shout and throw my hands in the air, my eyes still closed.
I continue to jam to the song, when I turns off and ‘Lazy Love’ by Neyo comes on, “This is my fucking shit!” I start snapping my fingers and lip synching. “That LAZY LOVE!” I open my eyes and reach over for my glass of wine. “FUCK!” I jump, scared when I see Chris sitting on the small white leather chair near the tub I was in.
“Hey.” He said then smiled.
I covered my breast with one hand and waved at him with the other, “Do you not understand how you almost gave me a severe heart attack?” I say then take a deep breath, pulling off my headphones and sitting them next to my glass of wine.
“My bad.” He chuckled, “You look pretty.”
“Thank you?” I say, knowing my hair was soaked and had conditioner sitting in it, “Why are you in here? No offense.”
“I want to finish our game of 21 questions.” He said and leaned forward cuffing his hands together.
“You lost already dip shit.” I say then laugh a little.
“Come on….one more round.”
I look him up and down, damn did he look sexy. Wearing a brown D&D tshirt that complimented his blonde hair, grey jeans, no shoes…just black socks. I bit my bottom lip just starting at him, I completely forgot what he asked me.
“Wait…what?” I asked.
“Lets play.” He said then smiled at me.
“While I’m in the tub…really.” I sarcastically ask.
“Yeah, let’s go, I’ll start.” He shifted in his seat and looked down at his hands, “What went through your mind when I kissed you?”
“Tina… Why did you kiss me? Knrowing all your fans were watching you Ustream.” I asked.
“I don’t know, I couldn’t help myself, Did you not enjoy my kiss?” He asked and looked over to me.
I slid deeper in the water so that my breast wouldn’t be exposed, “Really Chris, really?” I looked at him like ‘WHO THE FUCK WOULDN’T’ “Yes…now, Where’s Tina?” I ask trying to change the subject before it gets…..personal.
“She left for Michigan.” He walked over to the tub and squatted down, “Would you ever be with me?”
“Lord….It seems to me, you don’t know how to be faithful…so….” I bit my lip thinking ‘ask me to be your’s right now’, “I doubt it…but, why really are you in here?”
“We’re friends right?” He asked and I nodded my head, “Best friends?”
“Yes, Chris, jeez.” I say then start laughing.
Laughing, he said, “You lose this time.”
I splashed water on him, and smiled, “Asshole.”
My laughter was cut short when I felt his hand running up my thigh. He grabbed the back of my head with his other hand and kissed me deeply. As I start to close my eyes to fully enjoy the kiss, I see that his is already closed. ‘I’ve never wanted to be with someone so bad.’ I thought to myself and close my eyes, wrapping my arms around his shoulders, wetting the back of his shirt up. He slipped his hand between my legs and we continued to kiss. I try to pull him closer, forgetting the he’s on his knees outside of the tub and can only lean in so far before falling in. I suck on his bottom lip as he rubs in between my thighs.
“Oh..” I groan in a low voice when he lightly bites and pulls at my bottom lip.
“OH SHIT!” He shouts when I pull him a little to far and he almost falls in.
I let him go and start laughing loudly, “I am so sorry!” I say then cover my face laughing.
“That had to be the most uncomfortable kiss ever.” He joked then sat back onto the sofa.
“But you loved it.” I joked back.
“Yeah.. I did.” He says and I look over at him to see that he was serious. We made eye contact and just stared at eachother until his phone started to ring, “It’s my momma, hold up.” He stood up, “Hello?” he answered and stepped out of the room.
I sunk completely under water and motioned my fingers in my hair, rinsing out the conditioner.
I had been here in Michigan for a couple days now, My parents have been doing nothing but questioning me. I got used to ignoring questions from being with Chris and dealing with paparazzi. I’m out at lunch with two of my cousins, Maria and Talia.
“Girl, so what’s up Mrs. Brown.” Talia joked, sitting down at the table with a small bottle of hot sauce.
“MRS. BROWN!” Maria shouted then started laughing.
“Shut up y’all.” I rolled my eyes and looked down at my phone. Did Chris text me? ….nope.
“Well, I am really surprised that you’re with Chris after all those times you called him a woman beater and shit.” Maria said and shoved a fry into her mouth.
“Are you serious? Why would you even say that?” I said then slammed my phone onto the table.
“Because it’s true, don’t get all pissy with me because you don’t want to hear the facts.” She gave me the hand then grabbed the salt shaker
“Exactly, and you stole him from that KungPowChicken girl.” Talia joked then started laughing as she dumped hot sauce onto her fried chicken and french fries.
“Y’all are really fucked up, if anything I’d think y’all would be on my side.” I said.
“Stop being so sensitive, we’re just teasing…” Talia said putting her hand over mine.
“But, I am surprised you’re with him and not Lea, since she was the big fan.” Maria said, “TEAM BREEZY!” She threw her hands in the air then started laughing.
“You guys are so obnoxious, I just don’t think y’all know this.” I take a sip of the banana daquiri I ordered.
“Wow…you done went and got fake on us. You and Lea used to be right along with us, being ratchet.” Maria said.
“What happened to you?” Talia asked.
“Nothing… I’d just much rather not talk about my personal life, okay?” I said then grabbed one of the fries from Talia’s plate.
“one more question…where is Chris right now?” Maria asked.
“He’s in Los Angeles bitch.” I rolled my eyes.
“Umm…” Talia looked down at her phone, “WRONG, he’s in Virginia, spotted at the airport.”
Maria leaned over and looked at Talia’s phone and pointed to something, “oh shit.”
“What?” I asked nervously.
“Nothing…umm…” Talia slipped her phone into her back pocket and looked over at Maria, and when they made eye contact they both got quiet and started eating.
“WHAT!?” I shout and slap my hands on the table.
“Nothing, Tina, chill.” Maria said quickly.
I looked down at my phone and googled Chris Brown 2012, I clicked on the first link and saw a blog dedicated to Lea and Chris, my jaw dropped when I saw a picture of them kissing in Chris’ house and pictures of them walking around. “The FUCK?!” I scream, not giving a fuck about the little kids in the restaurant, “HELL NO!” I close out and text Lea saying ‘you fucking bitch.’ I got even more angry when I saw that she didn’t reply. I went back to the blog and saw ‘Chris Brown posted this on instagram’ it was a picture of Lea in a gold jumpsuit. I felt my blood begin to boil.
“Relax Tina.” Talia said.
I slammed my hands on the table as I stood, “How fucked up is this.” I put my phone to my ear, calling Chris. When he didn’t answer I hurried out of the restaurant in anger.
Walking through the airport, I had just arrived in Virginia for a family get together at my mom’s house in Tappahannock, My security guard big pat and my driver grabbed my bags.
“Chris hold my purse real quick.” Lea said, handing me her purse as she kneeled down to tie her shoes.
Oh yeah, I decided to bring Lea with me… I mean, she ,at first, declined my invitation but she eventually agreed after a little bit of convincing. After she tied her shoes she grabbed her purse back. As we headed towards the exit, we became crowded with fans waving, screaming, and snapping pictures. I smiled and waved at them all, stopping to take pictures with some, and signing autographs. When I saw that Lea was still walking, trying not to get in the way, I call her over and lean in and whisper, ‘Stay, I don’t want you to leave out without me’ She smiled and I guess fans loved it because they were snapping pictures. My mind was completely focused on Lea and getting to my mom’s. When we finally made it to the truck, Lea and I climb into the back while Pat and the driver sat up front.
“Wow, it’s so…rural here.” Lea said then started laughing.
“I’m a young country nigga, what can I say.” I started laughing.
When we made it to my mom’s I knocked on the door and Lea kneeled down, going through one of her suitcases. My mom opened the door and hugged me tightly.
“Hey Brown.” She said, smiling widely before kissing my cheek.
“Hey momma.” I stepped back and put my hand around her waist as we both looked at Lea, who was looking at us nervously, “Momma, this is Lea, Lea, Momma J!” I say then smile when I see them hug.
“I know who you are.” Lea said, “I’ve always wanted to meet you.”
“Oh really? Well it’s nice to meet you, y’all come in.” She says and Lea and I both grab bags and walk in.
“CHRISTINE!” Joyce yelled, “Chris, put your bags in your room, put her’s in the guest room.” She said, her arm wrapped around Lea’s waist, heading for the kitchen.
“Bye Chris.” Lea joked before disappearing into the kitchen.
I picked up one of the bags and smiled when I saw my cousin, Austin walking down the stairs, “What’s good nigga.” I said and sat the bag back down before dapping him up.
“My nigga Brown.” We both picked up the bags and headed down the hallway to the guest room, “You carrying leopard print bags now nigga?” He said, laughing.
“Naa, I brung my friend with me.” I said, watching as he sat her bags onto the bed.
We walked back out and headed upstairs to my room, “A girl? Where is she?”
“Downstairs with momma, and aunt Christine.” I said sitting onto my bed.
“But don’t you got a girlfriend? She here too?” He asked and sat next to me.
“Naa, nigga, shut up.” I said and he started laughing.
We sat in our room talking for about an hour before there was a knock at my door. Austin stood and walked over to the door, opening it.
“Damn!” Austin said as Lea walked, “What’s up?”
“Hi.” Lea said then put her back against the door when he closed it.
“You finally came up here.” I said, smiling.
“Yup. Why did you miss me?” She said then started laughing.
“Maybe. Austin this is Lea, Lea, my cousin Austin.” I said and she waved at him.
She walked closer to me and I opened my legs and pulled her by her arm, making her stand between them. She threw one of her arms around my shoulder and I wrapped both my arms around her waist. She pulled her long straightened black hair over her right shoulder, man she smelled good. She was wearing skinny jeans, a gray custom design T-shirt, and gray and white converses.
“So you’re Austin?” She asked.
“Yeah, why what’s up?” he remained standing by the door.
“Your momma is looking for you.” She said and he quickly walked out.
“What they doing down there.” I asked her kissing her shoulder.
“Cooking. They are so nice.” She said excitedly.
“Yeah, they are…just don’t get on their bad side.” I said and we both started laughing.
“I’ll try my best not to.” She joked, “We were just talking, your mom is making spaghetti.”
“She makes the best spaghetti!” I say, “What was y’all talking about though?”
“Well…” She covered her mouth as if she was trying not to laugh, then sat down onto my lap, “They’re just surprised I’m here… and not your GIRLFRIEND!” She looked back at me then stood up, “They were just getting to know me and they showed me a few… pictures” She start laughing and I just shook me head, smiling.
The next day more of my family came over and we all hung out, had famous home cooked, soul food, and talked, smoked and just had a good time. Now, it’s around 7:10 PM and I was helping my mom wash dishes as everyone else was either in the game room, the livingroom or still in the back yard.
“Do y’all like Lea?” I asked, scrubbing a plate with a wash cloth as my mom wiped the counters.
"Yeah, she’s really sweet and everyone seems to be in love with her already." She said putting foil over the let overs and sitting them in the fridge.
"Good, good." I said smiling down at the sink filled with bubbles and a few more plates and a cup.
"I just find it wierd we’re meeting her and not….Tina." She looked at me with a serious face then crossed her arms.
"Ma… I know… Tina went up to Mi-" she cut me off.
"You like Lea don’t you, boy I am not dumb." She smiled.
I turned around and looked through the glass slide doors that lead to the backyard and smiled when i saw Lea playing with the younger family members and the dogs, “She’s just my friend.”
"Baby, stop trying to hide it. I’m not an idiot, you like the girl."
"Ok ok…I DO like Lea…. but she’s T-" My aunt Christine walked into the kitchen cutting me off.
"So who is the Tina fraud?" She asked walking next to her sister, my mom.
"Christine." My mom said then started laughing, "Finish what you was saying Chris. you like Lea, but?"
"But she’s Tina’s bestfriend." I said and both my mom and aunt looked at me like i was crazy.
I was laying on the guest bed reading 50 shades of grey, eating pringles, and listening to music. I felt my phone vibrate and saw that Tina texted me talking shit. I didn’t reply, i just looked at the time and sat my phone aside.
"Damn it’s 2:30 AM already, everyone must be sleep." I say to myself then close my book and turned off my music before turning on the TV, "Ohh yes, Bad Girls Club…" I say then do a little dance.
My phone started vibrating again and i looked and this time it was Chris, he asked, ‘You up?’ I shook my head and replied, ‘yeah’ then about 10 seconds later there was a quiet knock at my door. i stood and pulled down the white oversized Tshirt i was wearing then walked over to open the door.
"Hey." Chris whispered and smiled.
I just stepped aside and climbed back onto the bed. He quietly walked in and closed the door behind him.
"You scared?" He asked climbing onto the bed, next to me.
"Scared of what?" I asked then saw a bright flash of light from the window, "Damn, i didn’t even know it was storming." I reached onto the nightstand and turned off the light before climbing under covers, getting comfortable.
"Bad Girls?" Chris asked climbing under covers too.
"What are you doing?" i asked, looking over at him, "Your girlfriend has been texting me fucked up shit for hours!"
"What did you say?" He looked over at me with concern.
"I didn’t even reply, I refuse to let her ruin my time here."
"Can I chill in here with you?" He asked grabbed the remote from in between us.
I rolled my eyes and smiled. An hour passed, the thunder cracked outside as the rain pounded aginst the window. I turn my gaze from the window, to Chris’ eyes that were fixed on the TV until he saw me staring.
"What’s up?" He asked.
"It’s cold." I pouted and closed my eyes.
Chris smiled, shifting his position as he wrapped his arms around me tightly.I snuggled closer to his warm chest and closed my eyes.
"I just wanted to watch you instead of the TV. Just because i’m a fucking creep." I say and giggle, my eyes still closed.
He suddently pulled me onto his lap, me straddling him, “You right, you are a creep.”
He laughed and i looked down at him and slap his bare chest before our eyes locked together. Butterflies filled my stomach and i just leaned in, pressing my lips against his. Chris’ arms tightened around my waist and i realize i was grinding on him slowly. I could feel our breaths getting shorter and heavier. I move my lips from his to the tattoo on the left side of his neck, gently biting once i got there. He let out a very faint moan, I leaned back and slipped out of my top and toss it onto the floor, leaving me in nothing but a pair of neon green boy shorts. Chris was already topless, so i leaned in and kissed the rose tattoos on his chest then kissed his lips again.
"Take your panties off." He whispered into my ear, running his hands up and down my thighs.
I slowly stood over him and slipped out of my panties also tossing them to the floor. I dropped to my knees between his legs and pulled his basketball shorts and his underwear down to his ankles.
"Mmm.." I mumble then straddle him again, yanking the covers over our heads.
Chris started rubbing my back and kissing my neck as i slowly grinded against his growing cock.
"Stop teasing me baby." He whispered breathlessly onto my neck.
I felt chills runs down my back and my nipples harden. I sat back up and grabbed his erection, slowly sliding it in to me as I moan in pain. I lowered myself onto him, digging my nails into his chest as i slowly started rocking back and forward. Chris placed his hands onto my hips and looked me in my eyes, biting his bottom lip. I start picking up speed grinding on him, massaging my Gspot with his dick.
"Oh fuck." I moan out and he yanked me down by my hair, kissing me sloppily.
I shift my position, putting one of my hand on his shoulder and the other on my knee, riding him like a pornstar. I fling my hair over my shoulders and look down at Chris who had his eyes closed and his mouth half way open. I start moaning loudly and riding him faster when i feel myself reaching my first orgasm.
"damn." Chris whispered, digging his nails lightly into my hips.
"FUCK!" I shout, dropping my leg and grinding on him quickly. I felt my body tense up and I stop and start kissing him slowly.
I roll off of him and lay on my stomach, my legs weak and shaking. I felt Chris pull my legs apart, climbing in between them and him running his fingers through the back of my hair. It felt so fucking good, words cannot explain. I close my eyes, moaning at the feeling of his strong hands massaging the back of my head.
"Chris please." I moan when i feel his lips trailing up my back, "OWW" I shout when the sudden feeling of him shoving himself into me and moving his hips in a circular motion, deep stroking me from the back.
He started breathing heavily and nibbling on the back of my ear and it turned me on so so so much, “I’m taking this pussy.” he said then all of a sudden i felt all of his body weight rest on my back and he start grinding in and out of me roughly. I slam my face in the pillow to keep from screaming out risking waking people up.
"Fuck, Fuck, FUCK." I scream into the pillow with each stroke, scratching and pulling at the sheets.
Chris started going faster and faster, our bodies now dripping sweat.
"Chris, I’m about to cum, CHRIS!" I moan and push my head back, "Fuck!" I feel a sudden rush of adrenaline and i lift my ass into the air and start throwing it back on him.
"Uhhh Le-Lea." He moaned out and bent down to grab my breast and sink his teeth into my shoulder, "I’m about to cum too."
I slammed myself against him, allowing him to fill me completely, opening my flood gates onto his member,I swear i think my eyes rolled into the back of my head. Chris’ breaths grew really short and his strokes became even faster before he pulled out then collapsed ontop of me. He planted a soft, wet kiss onto my cheek and we quickly fell asleep, not moving from our position.
The next day, I woke up and rolled over to see that i was in bed alone. I sat up and rubbed my head then looked at the clock that was hanging on the wall ‘12:12 pm’ I slipped out of bed and slowly walked into the bathroom and into the shower. When i walked out, i was wearing a purple pull over hoodie, black skinny jeans, and purple black and white air Jordans, my hair in a high bun, and no makeup. I walked down the hallway to see Chris’ mom and Chris sitting in the all white, gorgeous livingroom, talking.
"You’re up! Afternoon angel." She smiled warmly at me and i walked over to them and stood behind the chair Chris sat in.
"Afternoon beautiful, your house is too amazing." i smiled then my head shot towards the nearest window when i heard a loud clap of thunder.
"It hasn’t stopped raining since lastnight." Chris said then looked back at me and smiled.
"Wow, I love the rain though." I said and quickly pulled a piece of lint out of Chris’ hair. i saw Chris’ mom smiling at us from the corner of my eye.
"I’m going to miss you Christopher." His mom said and walked over to us.
"We’re about to leave?" I asked and folded my arms, feeling a tad cold.
"Yeah, I have to start going to meetings and finish up on my mixtape. I’m going to miss you too momma." He stood and him and his mom shared a long hug, I just watched…smiling.
"You can come get some too." She said then started laughing opening her arms for me to walk into them.
We all hugged then bursted into laughter at our cuteness.
I was over at Chris’ house, sitting in the livingroom listening to Tina, wine and complaing about Lea and Chris. I’m not a huge fan of Tina, her personality rubs me the wrong way, i don’t know why… Lea seems to be more humbled and genuine.
She looked down at her phone and shouted, “They’re back in LA… he was spotted.”
I just nodded my head and turned the channel.
"Fuck! What kind of friend is Lea…fuck her." She tossed her phone onto the coffee table and crossed her legs.
Once we heard keys jingling outside the door, both Tina and I stood. Chris pushed the door open and him and Lea stepped in. Tina darted passed Chris and pushed the shit out of Lea.
"You fucking BITCH!" Tina shouted and tried to swing at her.
Lea pushed her back and Chris quickly stepped in between them. I hurried over and pulled Lea back holding her against the wall.
"Tina, STOP!" Chris said.
"Chris you need to make a choice, make a fucking choice right now!" She poked Chris in his chest and I just shook my head thinking ‘She setting herself up for heartbreak’
Chris dropped his head and quickly said “I choose you baby, stop.” when she slapped his shoulder. He then grabbed her arms trying to calm her down.
I was fucking shocked, my jaw dropped. I looked back at Lea and her mouth was hung open too. When I noticed she was starting to cry, She pushed me hard and ran out the door.
"LEA!" I screamed out the door and Chris ran next to me, watching as she jumped into her rental and backed out so quick and turning her car that it made a loud SKIRRRRRRT sound.
"I knew you’d choose me." Tina ran up behind him and hugged him from behind.
I looked up at his face and noticed he was still watching the road even though Lea was probably long gone now.
"Damn Chris." I shook my head and bumped him out the way, and ran down the driveway, climbing into my car.
Before i started backing out, i looked back towards Chris and Tina as he slowly closed his door and Tina dropping to her knees to…you know. I just shook my head and backed out.
A week passes, training is difficult and constantly thinking about Kayla, Lea, and Lamar wasn’t making shit easier. I had been sitting on my couch in the dark doing some deep thinking for a couple hours now, so much shit is running through my mind… I just got a call from my mother’s docter, telling me her health is declining, and she keeps talking about she sees her husband, my father, even though he’s been dead for 10 years now. I’m worried, and i don’t want her to pass on, not knowing the truth about my life…my relationship. I bury my head into my hands and close my eyes, then my phone started ringing.
"Hello?" I answer.
"What’s poppin’ nigga, where you at?" My friend Antonio asked.
"I’m at the crib, chillin’, why? What’s up?" I sat back and opened my eyes.
"Man…Lea over here at my cafe, she’s alone. Sitting up in here reading."
"Word?" I ask, ‘This is the perfect time to tell her about Kayla and I’ I stood up and grabbed my keys off of the table, "I’m about to come through."
"Alright, cool. I have to go take her order anyways, I’ll see you when you get here nigga." He said.
"Ok, cool. bye." I hung up and rushed into my car.
When i pulled up to the I slowly climbed out of the car spotting Lea reading and sipping drink through a straw. I smirked and fixed my clothes before walking in.
"Lea?" I said, stepping through the door, acting suprised as if i didn’t know she was here.
She looked up at me and smiled, “Hey.” She said then fixed her eyes back onto her book.
"50 Shades Of Grey huh?" I said sitting across from her.
"Yup." She said and sat her glass down.
"What you drinking on?" I asked and rested my arm on the table.
"Iced Tea KJ." She said, i think she rolled her eyes too.
"Well, I’m in the NFL baby." I said and she quickly closed the book.
"Really? CONGRATS!" She said then reached across the table and hugged me.
"Here you go." A young girl walked up and sat a plate onto the table with fies, a burger, and diced apples.
"Thank you hun." She sat back down and smiled over at the girl. When she walked away she looked at me and started laughing, "What? I was hungry as hell." She slipped her book into her purse and started eating.
"I’m not saying anything, enjoy." I smiled and watched as she nibbled on one of her fries, "Baby, I miss you."
She looked up at me and made the ‘yeah right nigga’ face then smiled, “You knew i was here didn’t you.” She said.
"Yeah, because i wanted to talk to you." I said and snuck ne of her fries.
"About?" She asked and took a bite of her burger.
"Well…it’s a long story."
"I have time." She sat back and crossed her arms.
TWENTY MINUTES LATER…….
"She’s very pregnant." I stopped talking and looked at her.
She stared intensly into my eyes, I couldn’t tell if she was upset or not.
"Lea?" I said and she continued to just stare me in my eyes, not saying a word.
She stared at me for a good three minutes and i felt so nervous and sad, i know that must’ve broken her heart.I closed my eyes to blink and i feel a sudden rush of pain. Lea punched me dead smack in my nose, causing my head to swing back and hit the back of the chair. I cover my nose with one of my hands when it started gushing blood. I watched as Lea stood and slapped her iced cold glass of tea off of the table and onto my lap.
"Fucking cunt." She said in a calm voice and walked out.
I bang my hand on the table from the excruciating pain coming from my nose. I grab a napkin and cover my nose, sliding the ice off my lap. When i stood, everyone in the restaurant was staring at me. I hurried outside to catch Lea, but she was already gone. My eyes became blind with tears, i think she broke my nose.
I was chilling at my video shoot waiting for them to set up, I opened up the twitter app on my phone to give my fans a head up on the video I’m shooting and I saw Chris tweet out, ‘Damage that I’ve caused you, I know I broke your heart. Cus’ I did you wrong now look at the damage that I’ve caused.’ I twisted my lips in wonder then tweeted, ‘Do My Dance video shoot. I love you Team Tyga’
'Nigga, let's chill when i leave my shoot' I text Chris, 'Word, I'll be at yo crib when you leave the set' He replied.
"WE NEED TYGA ON SET!" I heard the director yell and I sat my phone on small white table infront of me before getting up and walking out of my dressing room